on the bus home.
April 4, 2012 | 9:20 AM
Thought I would try blogging as I'm on the bus back from Jessica's house. Gymming and swimming with her has been fun, and I get to catch up with a friend I havent had much opportunity to see that often in the years I've known her. And it keeps me exercising, which is a good excuse not to wake up at 7am on Saturdays to walk bukit timah hill with Sanyi and Siyi, haha. Run, okay. Not 7am lah please.
I believe sometimes we worry too much about how people see us. I think somehow I've been blessed with a self-confidence I don't know why I have, after the whole secondary school fiasco. I think I have to thank Yusof Ishak and Shawn, Melissa, Kianyong for that. But I think there are times where I could easily just be kidding myself that people like me in general. This sounds funny when I type it out, but there is an element of truth in that. But that's what a healthy mind should not be worrying about, isn't it? We embrace the people who love us, but tune out the pointless caring about how we appear in front of people who don't like us. We don't identify it, we don't get affected.
How I wish I can teach you to do that, love.
